But this morning I woke up and made a decision. I'm going to be a good girl and do whatever they want me to within reason. Then do what I need to do for myself. I could change my mind, but as it stands now, I don't want any kind of help from them since they couldn't see fit to help me all this time and have done nothing but single me out for their reprimands. Oh, that's not what they call it, of course, and they will tell you it's nothing bad, when it is bad and a reprimand. They don't want you to feel it's negative. Sorry, it is negative. Plan and simple.
Anyway, I'm a lot more calm, though a bit depressed, but that's expected after several days of being angry. It's like swimming against the current. It just wears you out. I did manage to take a nap, which I needed. In fact, I was going to go to the Library to use the computer to write an email because they closed the computer lab because some people were bad in there. Nice for the rest of us, right? But I was just too tired to go.
We'll see how the evening goes. I'm cooking dinner. Fun! Lol! It's one thing to cook for your family, but cooking for 13 people is a bit daunting. But at least I'm pretty calm now.